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I am tired, no doubt about that
I feel lifeless, like a beat up rag
I hate to watch, but seldom know
What will happen once I go
I couldn’t hate the pain so much
As to kill for pleasure and lust
I hate the way they smile and say
Every thing is gonna be okay
I dream of knives, sharp objects
Even more painful things
I wish I could use them
to make people bleed
I wish they would hurt
I wish they would die
I wish I could keep their bodies
I’m not really sure why
I know I’m insane, but I still live on
Knowing one day it will all be gone
Beating the flesh only helps for a while
After that it’s nothing but denial
I know because I’ve done it
It’s a really poor escape
I want to do it to others
And I want their mouths to gape
When they watch me slice open
the other people’s heads
Insanity has filled me,
and to this day I know
I will love watching them go
I want them to know
This is what it’s like
To feel depressed
But happy inside
Happy because, I know one day
Everything here, will all fade away
And, at last, I will get to watch them pay
- by cooll666725 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 01/07/2009 |
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- Title: Pleasingly Depressed
- Artist: cooll666725
- Description: o_o Something I wrote today. I was bored waiting for class to start, got out my laptop, and started writing. I was honestly dreaming of killing my teacher, but it worded differently. I'd never kill anyone anyway, but who says I can't dream of it.
- Date: 01/07/2009
- Tags: pleasingly depresed
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Comments (3 Comments)
- Frozen Corruption - 03/31/2009
- creepy yet cool
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- meizha - 03/28/2009
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"This is what it’s like
To feel depressed
But happy inside"
I liked this part. I don't know If you really are depressed or not, but I somehow think that there is a sort of happiness in sadness, and vise versa. It sounds strange but I guess life is just so ironic. - Report As Spam
- Hot_topicgirl14 - 03/13/2009
- i luv this poem i wish i can do the same thing like u want to do if u ever did to talk just message me so add me!
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