The person inside me is always crying.
I sometimes have these thoughts of the person I wish to be is crying,
deep withing myself.
Or is it the self I want to be coming out.
I never cry on the outside,
but that doesn't mean I don't cry.
Getting good grades and being good in school. I ask...
" What was the spill on me last year to get those grades?"
" Why did it disappear?"
" Is that the self I want to be,
a person who is good in school?"
My true self is a regular girl, that just wants to get by.
A spell can be on you're side or to destroy you.
Maybe... this is the punishment I get for acting like someone else.
The person inside me is starting to fade away... into nothing.
What will happen if it fades away completely?
Will I disappear?
My heart, would it change?
If it does disappear I want to go with it.
I sometimes get thoughts of running away from this town,...
... this world.
Just run and forget everything that happened in the past,
from when I started running .
When I'm running away I wonder if I'll cry?
It doesn't matter because...
I'm going to disappear from this world...
once I get to the end point of my...
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