• So make the Choice



    llllllllBesides, even if these events were true your just using them as an attempt to justify you taking drugs; you never actually admit you have a problem. What you really must do is simply accept the fact that taking drugs is a bad thing, and then deal with it accordingly, and don't find a way to Self justify these events.
    llllllllIf you're going to do something wrong, then do it wrong on purpose or don't do it at all, do it like you mean it, and mean it. Don't go through life feeling the need to say why it was okay what you did what you did, do it and mean it or don't do it at all. If you're going to kill some one, do it for the reason you're really doing it for, and don't make up some bullcrap reason as to why you did it. If you feel you reasons are unclear and you're having second thoughts; don't do it! There is no reason to apply some form of connotation to what you do to make it better or worse. Simply accept things for the way they are and then deal with them for the consequences.
    llllllllIn all reality, you can take drugs if you want, but realize that you have no reason to, and realize that they are going to kill you. If you're willing to trade years off your life or a sudden accident to be sent into oblivion just because your too lazy to feel good on your own then so be it, maybe you hate living and want to kill yourself anyways. However if you only taking drugs due to stress, and don't feel 100% in them, then don't take them. It's a simple choice of what you want and what you're willing to accept.
    llllllllBut don't you dare even pretend that what you did was mistake; it was an action of your own, conscious, rational thinking mind that occurred. Don't blame invisible things in your life for the reasons you do things. You do things because you make the choice, a stupid choice or the smart choice is always up to how you want to outcome to be.
    llllllllSo now you've been informed. There is no "I didn't know these drugs would effect me this way" you know they will kill or harm you because I've told you.
    llllllllSo you make the choice. Either accept and embrace the fact that your life will turn into a pitiful waste because you take drugs and are incapable of stopping yourself from taking them because you are weak and you want your life to end up this way, or don't take them at all. Which ever the case, I will only respect your decision if it is true, and it's because you simply don't give a damn. In reality, to simply put, the difference between me, and most of the population is that instead of feeling a need to self justify, I simply accept the consequences. If I feel like murdering someone, I'll do it. Not because I feel a sense of self justification through "defense" or because they hurt me.
    llllllllNo, I do it because I enjoy it, and don't care about the consequences and are willing to accept them if I am caught.
    llllllllSo make the choice. Do you want to be a pitiful waste of life or amount to something special simply by not taking a drug. I will respect your decision either way. However, I only will if you accept it because you want to be turned into a miserable less than worthless heap, and not that you take drugs "because of stress" which so many billions of people face every day.
    llllllllSo make the choice.