• I've been losing myself lately.

    I didn't think it was anything major. We've all lost ourselves to:

    Work.

    School.

    Relationships.

    Just about everything.

    But when I find myself reverting back to my youth, and the way my mind worked then. It scares me.

    My worlds getting bigger. So much bigger. And I'm becoming the ten year old I never got to be before. As this happens, and no one around me acknowledges it, I have to wonder...

    Will I survive?

    "Key? KEY! You with us?"

    Same fake concern. Same fake response.

    "Yeah. Just a little tired."

    Same fake smiles.

    "Okay. You should stop pushing yourself so hard. You'll keel over at the rate you're going."

    Feels like drowning in plastic.

    When will I stop breathing?