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  • Artist Info: I am 5"10 with shortish brown hair and a tan completion. I live in the U.S. and am not obese...yet. I draw and write (i don't really write that well) i play the flute and i like to read childhood classics like "Alice in Wonderland" and "The Wizard of Oz"...I'm not really sure why but i do. I have a stubborn streak and i REALLY like candy.^w^ I am 14 and will most likely join the military when im out of high school. I love lolita clothes and frilly things. I have a child (not really)who is 9 at the moment. i try to get on the computer everyday but sometimes it just doesn't happen. i can care deeply about some things and not so much about others. At school i had a 92 average for the whole year (that sounds smart but i had a lot of tutorials) and most of the friends i hang out with are bi or extremely homophobic.( except for elizabeth crow) the guys i hang out with are either older or younger than me, and the guys in my grade are kinda strange. they are only nice to me when all my friends are absent (probably because im the only one in my entire group that wears their strangeness on the inside) i like to make friends with people who are loners because i can relate to that. i have a consistent drive to make people laugh and be happy. I currently have no cell phone and only recently got an email address. I'm a huge sci fi fan and love star trek (though i have never seen the original series). I like to watch scary alien movies in space. my favorite is Alien '1979'.Zombie movies scare me because i think it can actually happen.>_<!-- i like to swim and hang out with friends. At night i suffer from insomnia, which is where i can't sleep because i think of all the things i should have, could have, would have, need to do, have to do, what i want, what i can't have, and my fears. At times like these I hug my pillow and hope for the best. If that doesn't work, I just say "to hell with it!" and force my self to sleep. But sometimes when i force sleep i have been reported to talk about my problems in my sleep...-->_< i get hungry in waves and i enjoy being with people i love. i am an aquarius and year of the dog. i can be fickle but when i REALLY fall in love im hooked. i has a policy that i recently added ''You break my heart(or my friends)then i break yours". when i get lonely i stare at the wall until i start seeing things that aren't there. when i was little i used to do that with my curtain when i couldn't sleep until i told my mom they wouldn't stop talking to me and that's why i couldn't go to sleep. the curtains where gone the next day. i am a pyromaniac when you leave me with a lighter and a chronic lyre. well, i USED to lie all the time but after i hooked up with a good person who didn't need to be dazzled it stopped. i realized that if i let people they could get to know me for me and i didn't have to entertain them with tall tales about my life. nowadays more and more people i know are needing a shoulder to cry upon because of others. and i am ready to take on the world so they can find peace. i have a hard time telling people whats wrong with me because i don't want them to run away or worse stay and keep me out of pity. i can understand peoples pain and i've been told that i am easy to talk about problems with because at one time or another i have experienced that level of despair. i refuse to open up to people who don't listen or care enough to ask. but i am strong. i know above everything else that i am strong. not physically though. my impulses vary a great deal. however, recently a very strange urge has come over me and now im starting to feel like a teenager. i get really nervous when change comes, but that doesn't mean im afraid or opposed to change...i just worry if it is a change for the best or for the worse. i love snakes. im not sure how, but i have a really strong connection to snakes and to see someone kill a snake just for the crime of being a snake is unforgivable and not right. recently, a snake came around our house and my sister, my mom, and my neighbors got a shovel and beat the snake until it was barely moving, then they put it in a box and laughed. the next day i buried the snake and saved him from being sold as a corpse. my life is a laberynth full of misfortune and saddness but i don't like to say that. when you first meet me you shouldn't see me as the defective person i am...just see me for me and i'll see you as you. i want to be liked above all else. i want you to be my friend. when people don't like me its usually because of my gothic attire and my height but when they get to know me they tend to like me...things that get to me is stereotyping and sexism. <br />
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    Important questions you don't like to think about:<br />
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    If you only had two days to live, what thoughts would you reveal to those you love, and what secrets be taken with you to the grave?<br />
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    If you loved someone and they didn't know, would you tell them?<br />
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    Would you face your greatest fear in life with the only reward of knowing you faced it? With no reward at all?<br />
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    How far would you go for the one you loved? For a stranger?<br />
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    If It wasn't love~<br />
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    They wouldn't hold you tight when you were scared<br />
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    Their hearts wouldn't ache in longing to be with it's counterpart<br />
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    They wouldn't catch you when you fall<br />
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    They wouldn't cry for you<br />
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    They wouldn't smile for you<br />
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    They would chase away your fears instead of facing them with you<br />
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    They wouldn't admit how much they loved you everyday<br />
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    They wouldn't stop you from doing something stupid<br />
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    They wouldn't stick around when things got difficult<br />
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    They wouldn't stay on the phone with you at three in the morning in utter silence just because you couldn't sleep<br />
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    Whatever you have together wouldn't be forever<br />
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    They wouldn't grab your hand wishing they would never have to let go<br />
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    They wouldn't stay on the phone for forever, completely forgetting about minutes until both of you were spazzing out because you spent all of them talking to each other<br />
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    They wouldn't debate with your friends about they're style and tastes<br />
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    They wouldn't laugh when you messed up and ask if you were okay<br />
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    They wouldn't forgive you for your shortcomings and accept you despite your flaws<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we ******** up... but that s**t was fun"<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: cry with you<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: keep your s**t so long they forget its yours.<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds a** that left you.<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "b***h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste s**t."<br />
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    FAKE FRiENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**t about you.<br />
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    REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the f**k out<br />
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    Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind<br />
    Boy: No<br />
    Girl: Do you like me?<br />
    Boy: Not really<br />
    Girl: Do you want me?<br />
    Boy: No<br />
    Girl: Would you cry if I left?<br />
    Boy: No<br />
    Girl: Would you live for me?<br />
    Boy: No<br />
    Girl: Would you do anything for me?<br />
    Boy: No<br />
    Girl: Choose--me or ur life<br />
    Boy: my life<br />
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    The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...<br />
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    The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.<br />
    The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.<br />
    The reason I don't want you is because I need you.<br />
    The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.<br />
    The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.<br />
    The reason why. I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.<br />
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    The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.<br />
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    _♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this<br />
    ♥___♥_♥___♥ heart<br />
    _♥___♥___♥_ on your<br />
    __♥_____♥__ page if<br />
    ___♥___♥___ you love<br />
    ____♥_♥____ someone<br />
    _____♥_____ very much!<br />
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    BOY: I love her more than the air i breath<br />
    GIRL: well im always here for you.<br />
    BOY: I know.<br />
    GIRL:What's wrong?<br />
    BOY: I like her so much.<br />
    GIRL: Talk to her.<br />
    BOY: I don't know. She wont even like me.<br />
    GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing.<br />
    BOY:I just want her to know how I feel.<br />
    GIRL:Then tell her.<br />
    BOY: She wont like me.<br />
    GIRL: How do you know that?<br />
    BOY: I can just tell.<br />
    GIRL: Well just tell her.<br />
    BOY: What should I say?<br />
    GIRL: Tell her how much you like her.<br />
    BOY: I tell her that daily.<br />
    GIRL: What do you mean?<br />
    BOY: I'm always with her. I love her.<br />
    GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me. BOY: Wait. Who do you like?<br />
    GIRL: Oh some boy.<br />
    BOY:Oh... she won't like me either.<br />
    GIRL: She does.<br />
    BOY: How do you know?<br />
    GIRL: Because, who wouldn't like you?<br />
    BOY: You.<br />
    GIRL: You're wrong, I love you.<br />
    BOY: I love you too.<br />
    GIRL: So are you going to talk to her?<br />
    BOY: I just did<br />
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    She: Hey!<br />
    He: Finally, I’ve been waiting forever<br />
    She: Do you want me to leave.<br />
    He: Of course not, why would you think that?<br />
    She: Do you love me?<br />
    He: A lot<br />
    She: Have you ever cheated on me.<br />
    He: No, never- and I never will.<br />
    She: Do you want to kiss me.<br />
    He: Every minute of my life<br />
    She: Will you slap me?<br />
    He: No, I’m not the kind of person.<br />
    She: Will you protect me?<br />
    He: Yes<br />
    She: Darling!<br />
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    When you know he loves you...<br />
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    * give you one of his t-shirts to sleep in.<br />
    * leaves you cute text notes.<br />
    * kisses you in front of his friends.<br />
    * looks into your eyes when he talk to you.<br />
    * just walk around with you.<br />
    * forgives you for your mistakes whatever.<br />
    * looks at you like your the only girl he sees.<br />
    * tickle her even when she says stop.<br />
    * holds your hand when you're around his friends.<br />
    * when you start swearing at him, he tells you he loves you.<br />
    * let s you fall asleep in his arms.<br />
    * gets you mad, then he kisses you.<br />
    * teases you and lets you tease him back.<br />
    * stays up all night with you when your sick.<br />
    * watches your favorite movie with you.<br />
    * kisses your forehead.<br />
    * lets you wear his clothes.<br />
    * when your sad, he hangs out with you.<br />
    * kisses you in the pouring rain.<br />
    * when he falls in love with you, he tells you.<br />
    * and when you tell him, love him like you've never loved someone before.<br />
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