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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 2:48 pm
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Ezra caught Eve's hands in his without asking, realized what he'd done, and let them go. "Sorry," he mumbled, "impulse." The man had been controlling his impulses for so long; it seemed out of character to do something on impulse and then admit to it that way.
He dropped his bag next to his chair. It hit the hardwood with a thunk, because it was full of textbooks, probably. "She's killed Shiloh before," he said. "And she's always been... a little like you, to be honest. Not the Spinel Lady. Melany. She's always thought she was responsible for things she wasn't." The syllables left his mouth like they'd been dragged out, like teeth pulled with pliers. "You didn't do anything wrong, Mom," he said. "I'm sorry that this happened. But you know you didn't do anything wrong?"
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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 4:57 pm
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Ezra did not tell her that it wasn't possible. He looked away, scratched idly at one of his healing scars. His fingernails on his burned hand had grown back well, which was probably a relief, since his preferred instrument seemed to be the guitar (at least, judging by the mix tape he'd sent Leila). It was still horrendous to look at, but not as bad.
"A lot of people contributed to the Charter," said Ezra. "Not all of them knew the whole story behind why it was being done. I wasn't around at the time to say whether you were involved or not, only that I wasn't, personally, on account of... not being around."
He hesitated, and then shook his head.
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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 5:53 pm
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Ezra worried at his sleeve cuff now. "I've been alive for a very long time," he said. "A lot of that time was spent in constant pain. And I think... there comes a time when you just... you love someone. Not because they're good, or talented, or even because they're nice to you, but just because you know them. You know what makes them laugh or cry. I reached that point with Melany a long, long, long time ago."
He wasn't looking up. His fire-yellow eyes stayed on his shaking hands. "I've watched her sing to herself as she walked to practice, and I've seen her crying herself to sleep over finding a dead bird on her walk home from school, and I know how she likes her peanut butter sandwiches, because she hates jelly texture and would never put it on anything except a cookie she intended to bake. I don't think I'm capable of hating her.
"Except then she changed, and became something else, and the girl I loved was gone, but there was this thing wearing her face, and she stood in the same places and wore the same clothes and her smile was the same but there was nothing left behind her eyes but pain and hate and she was never like that." He took a shuddering breath. "And I'll never know what it would've been like to grow old with her, or to put a ring on her finger, or to see her perform Swan Lake, because she's ******** dead and it's just her corpse shambling around, mocking me, reminding me at every ******** opportunity that she isn't there anymore.
"They took my Melany, they hollowed her out, and left the shell behind like refuse. What she became, she built herself. What she did to Minerva Mercer was justice.
"I'm telling you this because... because if I find out that you were part of what took the girl I loved away from me and made her a monster..."
Ezra clenched his jaw, and looked away again.
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