[PRP] never forgive me, never forget me (??? + jer)

[azuredreams]

(Something about the message was chilling, especially when Preacher's response on the listserv pulled out a please. Yet all Jeremiah could think, as he sat at his laptop and typed up a response was one word.

(With everything else that he thought- Well, it was the first question and it was what he was sent.)

shibrogane

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from: jeremiahpmercer

why?

 

[shibrogane]

[she found me I have to protect them]  

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shibrogane

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from: jeremiahpmercer

how did she find you? how does doing *that* protect them?

Jeremiah was frowning as he typed, mind whirling to wonder how they had been found. How- His lips thinned as they pressed together.  

[shibrogane]

[I don't know]  

[azuredreams]

shibrogane

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from: jeremiahpmercer

there has to be some other way.
to keep everyone safe and keep you safe.
but if you need help, you have it.

Though he was no longer sure who this was or, at least, who was on the other end. Just he was not, in the business, of ending lives. At least- not anymore. Just that one.  

[shibrogane]

[i didn't want to do it she made me I tried I did everything right]  

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shibrogane

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from: jeremiahpmercer

what didn't you want to do?
how did she make you?
you said she could get at your thoughts? does she control you?

The further one goes down the rabbit hole ...  

[shibrogane]

[I hurt Shiloh

I hurt Eve but I hurt Shiloh too I hurt him so much I remember now I remember

she made me do it]

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[azuredreams]

His mind immediately went to Eve's message on the listserv. Yet that would mean this was- Why was she hiding behind runes that said something else?

This was not someone who was like the Spinel Lady, this was someone who wanted death to stop her from doing more harm. She remembered when everything he had known said she did not.

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from: jeremiahpmercer

it wasn't you. that was her, not you.
we're trying to do something to help you.
to stop her from coming back, if we can help it.

 

[shibrogane]

[Please just kill me]

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shibrogane

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from: jeremiahpmercer

what we are trying to do may do just that.
find someplace safe, stay with a friend who doesn't know of any of this.
hide.
if you are found again by her, if you hurt someone again ...
i will do something.

It was true, though he was not certain that was the death she wanted. Jeremiah thought of Ezra, of how he said a swift death would be kinder and of Shiloh, who wanted to do what he could to save her. Jeremiah was of the same mind: to save the young woman who deserved to live.

Yet if they were going to do something, they were clearly running out of time.  

[shibrogane]

[Im trying

Im not going to answer anymore

Bye]

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