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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 6:07 pm
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"No," said Ezra. "But here's the thing..."
He took a deep breath.
"The Melany that's walking around now is just as much a mockery as the Spinel Lady. She's like one of those caterpillars controlled by a wasp--harmless, but dangerous. And I want the Spinel Lady dead, because." He seemed to steel himself to say something. "Because when you die, you re-enter the cycle of rebirth. And if the Spinel Lady dies, then Melany will have another chance, the chance she deserves. This time, I know to protect her. I can keep her safe from the people who would turn her into a tool to fix their mistakes. And as it stands..."
He let out the breath he'd been half-holding. "If it came down to you or to the thing that looks like Melany, I'd pick you," he said.
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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 8:23 pm
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In spite of Ezra's vast experience, Eve only found the smallest comfort in his reassurances. She splayed her hands flat on the table, really looked at them. "I don't know what I can do," she said, with a small shake of her head. "Besides wait and see... A Principal couldn't fix it, and I still barely know anything."
Eve looked up, her hands relaxed some, and she gave Ezra a tired but affectionate smile. "Sometimes I wonder how you can think of me as a mother," she quietly admitted. "You're all grown up, and we weren't there for it. I don't have much to offer you besides memories, do I?"
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Posted: Wed Mar 29, 2017 12:28 pm
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The corner of Eve's mouth twitched in a funny way and she reached forward slowly to take Ezra's hands, wordlessly encouraging the contact he'd made on impulse some minutes ago, and it was as much as response to his earlier apology as it was to his present one. "All those embarrassing memories, they should be part of what makes you part of us," she was saying in her faltering voice. "Instead I can't know you the way I knew Dylan... all the little things that ended up adding together to form the you I see. And I won't ever know how it feels to hear a three year old call me Mom." Her hands shivered, her whole body did, as the tension crept back in, and keeping eye contact got harder and harder.
"I'll never know how Leila must have glowed when she got to hold you for the very first time. Or all the other firsts that came after," she said. "The first things we were proud of you for... the first things we were worried about you for... watching you turn into a musician, watching you come into your own as a person..."
There was more, obviously, it was written all over her face -- but she shook her head and stopped herself from continuing down that list. "Knowing we have a son means more to us than we could describe. And we love you, we did since the second you told us," she said. "Those memories mattered, though." Eve wrestled to pull out those four simple words; gritted her teeth against the taste of them, her posture buckling. "I can't pretend they didn't."
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