• The sun was setting…I didn't care. The wind softly blew the leaves. It was like all the world had stopped for a second. The colors of the sky mottled perfectly…

    "Destiny?" Jonathan whispered, sliding his fingers on my face.

    "Yes?" I replied, looking deeply into his emerald green eyes.

    "I want to show you a place tomorrow." Jonathan smiled.

    "Why not today?"

    "Trust me…" He kissed my forehead. "It will be all worth it by tomorrow ok." Jonathan said.

    "Promise?" I asked.

    "Promise babe." He wrapped his arms around my waist.

    We gazed upon the sunset's beauty…this was my memory…

    "Destiny!!!" Mom called, banging the bedroom door. "Destiny, unlock this door!!!"

    I sat up and unlocked my door. My mom before me wore her white business outfit, and pearls, with her Brunette hair down, and the usual make up. "I'm going to be out for a while Destiny. You're going to have to cook for yourself for the rest of the week. I have a business trip." She kissed my forehead and walked out the door.

    Ugh…she forgot the car keys again. We have a Black Viper.

    I placed my checker vans on and walked outside to the garage.

    "Mom!" I yelled.

    "Yes?" She answered.

    "Catch!" I threw the keys to her, she successfully caught them.

    "Thanks Dear!" She started up the engine and took a right off Crimson Heart Rd.

    I walked back inside. I made my way through the living room and sat at the computer.

    "Now…what should I do…?" I logged onto myspace and checked my mail. Sigh. There's no mail from Jonathan…it's been 3 years…

    Hmm? A message from Zanithan…

    Message:

    Hey Destiny, You busy this Friday? If you're not you wanna come with me to Hershey Park?

    ~ Zanithan ~



    I'll invite Vanity. She'll enjoy it. I laughed.


    Reply:

    Zanithan I'll come but, I'm bringing Vanity ok lol. And you have to pay for us. =p. You're the one who invited me.

    Destiny


    Zanithan's Reply:

    You're such a tease. You know that shorty? That's why I love you. =p. Alright I'll pay for you two. I'll pick you up at 10 A.M.

    Zanithan


    Pushing up from the chair I make my way to my bedroom and lie down on my bed. I wrap myself in my crimson red comforter and rest my head on a Soccer Ball pillow. I stare at my Black ceiling…

    Jonathan… No… I have to pull myself together… He's gone and he's dead. Vampires are NOT real… It's weird that Blake calls him one though…

    I check the time and its 1 p.m. I wonder what Vanity and the others are doing at school.


    My ringtone "Cancer" by "My Chemical romance" goes off.


    "Hello?" I answered.

    "Destiny?!"

    "Who is this?" I ask.

    "It's me. Don't you remember my voice?"

    "How do you know me?" My voice starts to fade. I sit up against my bed frame.

    Could it be…? No…he died…

    My heart starts to thud hard…it skips a beat…

    "Baby you there?"

    "Jonathan!?" I freaked, falling off my bed post.

    "Say my name… Say my name…" He sung.

    Droplets stream from my amber eyes. Is this for real!?

    Struggling to get out of the grip of my bed covers I fight. Ugh!!!! Stupid covers!!!

    "It's been a while hasn't it…?" He spoke.

    "You jerk, Jonathan, why'd you disappear like that!?" I yelled. That's it!!!! I tore the covers in half just to free myself from its clutches.

    He chuckled.

    "It sounds like your having a fight with your covers again." He laughed.

    "Oh save me the drama!" I growled, throwing the shredded cover bits into the silver garbage can in the left corner.

    He laughed again, it sounds so musical.

    "You still want to see that place?" He whispered.

    My cheeks flush. Oh, my gosh…that idiot…it's been so many years…ugh!!! The Baltimore News said his family died!!! Should I be happy...? I mean he could have said something to let me know he was still alive!!!! Why wait 3 years…?

    "By the way sweetie this is isn't Jonathan. This is Blake. You sleep talk too much in class you know that… Oh Jonathan this… Oh Jonathan that… He's dead you know." He laughed sarcastically.

    "You idiot, I hate it when you change your voice like that…" I replied, wiping my tears.

    "Why weren't you at school?" He taps his fingers against window.

    "I missed the bus…" I answered.

    "That doesn't really give you a good excuse you know… You could have WALKED." Blake snickered; a grin passes on his face.

    "Oh…but I am so weak…" I said cooingly.

    "Ooo… Well you know babe. I can always carry you…give you a lift." Blake chuckled with delight.

    "Ooo Mmm…Blake…" I said soothingly.

    "Yes…?" Blake grinned.

    "Get a life!!!!" I yelled. He chuckled. I slam the phone on the receiver.

    That's Blake for you… He's my best werewolf since kindergarten…he looks out for me and he didn't like Jonathan the first day he set eyes on him…that's a for sure. I laugh. Yea I know Jonathan is dead… Though it makes me wonder if he really is the way Blake sleep talks…

    I slip off my bed and walk to the fridge.

    What to eat…what to eat…

    I walk away from the fridge and open the pantry…

    "Ramen!!!" voice glisten as well as my eyes. I picked up the chicken ramen. Yea I love to eat ramen. I could live off the stuff.

    I'm skipping school… I mine as well write something and forge mom's signature. It's really easy if you ask me. I write:


    "Destiny Crimson-rosé was not able to go to school because she had a doctor's appointment to get her heart checked on. Please excuse my daughter's absence.

    If you would like to reach me please call: 456-324-7898.

    Firraeh Crimson-rosé


    What to do now… Oh yea the number I put down was Blake's cell. He likes to mock the school if they call. I smile. It's pretty funny if you ask me.

    Tap…tap…tap…

    It's raining… I walk outside…this feels so good… I love the rain… The streets are flooded… I take my shoes and socks off and walk in the streets… A smile lights up on my face… I walk over to the grass…

    "Hey Sexy!!!" Blake tackles me down to the grass. He grins, my favorite wolf grin.

    "Am I the only thing you love to tackle?" Sarcastically my eyes squint.

    He licked my face.

    "I can't help it if you turn me on." Blake grinned, his hair wet against his face...giving him that wet sexy look… I blushed.

    "You know one of these days they are going capture you." I poked his nose.

    "Not without my little rose they won't." He sucked on my finger.

    "We aren't going out you know." I replied, turning my face away from his.

    "Cause of that stupid hu-…" Blake grumbled.

    I give him a cynical glare.

    "I can I have that kiss yet?" Blake says soothingly, running his hand through my hair. He looks deeply into my eyes…as if to lose myself into his eyes I break away the eye contact.

    "You know better than that you know." I replied, laying my head down on the grass.

    Blake looks left, mumbled something unintelligent. He looks back at me with sad eyes. I slip out of his grasp and walk around in the rain. My bronze blonde hair has turn into a dark chocolate brown… I'm soaked. Dragging me in my wet clothes around, Blake comes up from behind me and holds me.

    I know that I am in lust with two people…but…wouldn't it be wrong to have such strong feelings for one person and use the other as a substitute?

    "I know you still love Jonathan…and I know you know that I want you… I'll be waiting though…just know my options will be opened as well as your options are." Blake plays with my wet damp hair. He kissed my head lovingly. Doesn't he know that he's pressuring me…? I'm so confused…

    "Blake…" I looked up at the moon. The trees swayed to the winds rhythm. Blake kissed my lips and ran into forest… Blake… I touched my lips… I can still smell his scent… "Blake…" I say. A stick is thrown before my feet. We made a cue so that I can know when things are safe. Stick throwing means that I can come near. Yes, I know that may sound weird but, hey at the time when we thought of it, it wasn't. I walked into the forest… the wind's breeze picks up and blows against my skin. "Brrr…" I complained. Foot steps approached behind me.

    Blake…in his wolf form…his black fur glosses. He sniffs my hair… Ugh…

    "I don't smell that good!!!" I yelled, giving him a glare of disgust.

    Blake barked a rough laughter. He tackled me down and licked my face…

    EW… yuck Blake slobber on me…

    "Get off me you jerk!" I struggle to get out of his grasp. Blake's drool slides down his tongue onto my face… EW… Chills run down my spine.

    Blake nibbles on my arm some.

    "Blake… I just don't know…" I look up through the trees to the sky.

    Blake looks at me with sympathy and hurt in his eyes…

    Blake… What if Jonathan comes back?

    Blake lays down his head on my lap.

    "I know I can't change your feeling for him… I will always wait for you babe… I'll always love you too…" Blake growled, looking away from my face.

    The wind blew softly as silence passed for ten minutes… I still wonder whether I should give Blake a chance… Was it a memory…? Was it all for real when I fell for Jonathan?

    I scratched behind Blake's wolf ears.

    Rain pours harder than before and Blake's asleep on me… I pick him up and carry him. He's deep asleep…

    "Destiny… Why did you have to pick that vamp-?

    "Can't you see that I need you…?" Blake sleeps talks, growling underneath his breath.

    "Blake…it's not that easy…" I answer him.

    "But one day he'll kill you… I can't let that happen to you… He's not dead but still… You don't need him… he abandoned you!!!!!!!!!! I've always been here for you… Baby I love you so much… Don't do this to me…" Blake growled in his sleep.

    I started walking off, carrying Blake in my arms to our underground hideout. The air's filled with dust. I turned the light switch on.

    "You're so stubborn you know that… even when I ran away from home you were there to support me and you took care of me. I'm not worth that much… You know there are better girls out there." I replied.

    "You're perfect to me though…" Blake whispered in his sleep.

    "What?" A tear slide down my face… I can't stay in love with two people and stay with one… I love Jonathan more… What if it isn't love though…? It's lust…?

    "Babe… Please. Will you leave him and just stay with me?" Blake begged in his sleep.

    I climbed out of the hide out and began walking into the streets.

    I halt myself and look up at the sky…

    "Yes Blake…" I kissed him softly. Though I knew it was a lie… I still had to decide for whom my heart truly did belong to…

    He snuggles up in my arms…still deep asleep.

    Walking through the Alleys… the sidewalks are cracked up. Gosh, they need to fix them. The wind blows its strong chills against my skin. I pulled Blake closer to protect him from the harsh winds.

    "So I am here and I can't help but wonder. What to do now…This heart is contained with so much grief and so weak. As I stare into the rain-like fire…my soul feels as if it's on fire…what is this desire…that makes me act so distantly…?" I sing softly.

    I kick a can off the paved road. The sky darkens…clouds in the sky start to swirl in such an odd way…the wind blows hard. A tornado…?

    "Blake…" I poked him continuously.

    "Hmm…?" Blake opened his eyes.

    "Where am I…?" Blake mumbled…

    The ground shakes… Exhilarating painful feelings sets forth through my veins.

    Blood drips from my eyes… what's happening to me…?

    I scream…pain…surges through out my whole body… Memories push through my head…:

    "Destiny?" Blake whispered, sliding his fingers on my face.

    "Yes?" I replied, looking deeply into his dark chocolate brown eyes.

    "I want to show you a place tomorrow." Blake smiled.

    "Why not today?"

    "Trust me…" He kissed my forehead.

    "It will be all worth it by tomorrow ok." Blake said.

    "Promise?" I asked.

    "Promise Babe." He wrapped his arms around my waist.

    That memory…wasn't it Jonathan…? Why is Blake…? I drop Blake and fall down to my knees… Blood sheds from my body. The back of my shirt rips as something pushes little bones out…Wings…? I scream louder.

    Blake comes to my side and stares in horror.

    Wings pierce through out of my skin. My wings…they were white…cloaked in blood. My blood was stanching the air.

    "Destiny…" Blake grabbed my hand and stared into my eyes. He wipes the damped hair from my eyes and stared long…

    "Baby it's going to be alright!!! Just hold on!!!!!" Blake yelled.

    "Argh!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed hoarsely.

    Black Lightning struck down at the trees, knocking them down. Fire had begun to spread throughout the forest.

    Blake puts me on his back and carries me… I wrap my arms around his neck. He flits and it's hard to catch an image of where we're going… Gosh I feel so sick… The bones force a little faster out my back. Blood stains his Black fur.

    I screamed aloud in pain. I bite my lip. My body begins to shed blood continuously.

    "Blake what's happening to me!?" I cried aloud desperately, tightening my fists grasping his fur tightly.

    "I'll explain it to you later! I promise!!! Just hold on and don't die on me!" Blake yelled flits faster than before.

    I gaze up upon the sky and it all looks like a pile of colorful crap. Oh gosh I am going to be sick!!!!! My heat beats as the speed accelerates.

    "Just a little further!!!!!" Blake growled.

    Black lightning struck trees down left to right getting into our way… Blake… What's happened?! I closed my eyes trying hiding the tears that burst… Why am I so afraid!?

    Blake halts us into what looks like a dead wasteland… The sky was dull and the trees were dead… clearly there was no living existence in the destination we had arrived at.

    I screamed as the wings push forcefully out of my back. I look at the sky and notice how the moon is covered by clouds… Blake takes me off his back and lays me down. I look away while he transforms back in a human appearance with a black tail.

    I cough up blood as I turn over to one side.

    "Destiny…" Blake draped me in his coat and applied pressure against any bleeding wounds. I howl aloud in severe pain.

    "Shhh calm down… It's going to be fine. I promise… The moon should be covered for a good 30 minutes… We have to hurry to shelter before––

    "Crap… It's too late…" Blake growled.

    Staring off through the cracked dead ground stood a heavenly male being… Well to me he was… Though something doesn't seem right about him… The aura around him… It just doesn't seem right…

    Pushing his pure white overlapping bangs from his eyes his blood shot eyes stared right through me… The wind blew harshly against his silk black robe and what looked like a transparent purple stash with a usual charm. The charm glowed white giving off a black fog and shaped as an actual heart being stabbed by demonic claws…the demonic claws had an inscription of some kind of language that I was not familiar with carved right into the hand. His neck was marked with an eye that moved as blood continuously dripped onto his clothes… A fake smile passed upon the lines of his lips…

    "Well… Eutharic… I see you are still taking care of the royal dynasty… What is her name again? I believe it was Chlotsuintha… I'm sure Eutharic you remember my name… Does she know though?" He spoke.

    Blake looked another way trying to hiding his shame…

    "Very well… Allow me to introduce myself… I am Namatius." He grinned.

    "You're half vampire and half werewolf… I still ask myself how you manage… So Eutharic… How do you do it?" Namatius simply mocked.

    "You thirst for the Angel's blood and yet you know the blood'll kill you just within one sip… Her blood is that pure… I find you struggling with your medication… It's quite amusing…You know it's time for us to take her…" Namatius leaned against a dead tree.

    "Where is Alavic?" Namatius looked around.

    Blake glared at Namatius.

    "Don't tell me you and Alavic fought over her… Well then again it's common for guardians to fall for their angel… Though…you think brothers would kill each other for just another rat with wings…? Blake…? That's what they call you in the human world… Alavic was known as Jonathan…? You kept almost every teaching she should learned by now a secret from her didn't you…?" Namatius grinned.

    "She should at least enjoy a normal life before she transforms." Blake glared.

    "The war is coming… Yet… You choose to be disobedient?" Namatius drew a Blood red blade with a hilt that looked exactly like the charm.

    "She's not a tool for war!!!" Blake growled.

    "She's exactly what we need to win this war!!! You and I both know that her purpose in living was for her to die and be of use like the rest of the angels!!! She might be the strongest weapon out of all of them!!!! She's the angel of destruction!!!" Namatius yelled

    "Angel of what?!" I looked at him with confused eyes.

    "I see… You have told princess." Namatius said swinging his blade around.

    "No matter… Prepare to fight or hand the Angel over. Choose brother." Namatius grinned. He slid his fingers against the blade…he was craving for a fight…

    "Brother?" I said. What's going on…?! "Blake killed Jonathan!?

    "Destiny. Hide somewhere!" Blake shouted.

    I grabbed his hand and shook my head.

    "I will tell you later…" Blake looked away from me.

    "There also could never be a later." I turned his face towards mine.

    "I know… NOW HIDE!!!" Blake pushed me far enough where I could not be visible. Climbing high up in the tree I got a view of what was going on. I could see Blake and Namatius clashing their swords. Blake was winning this fight… Namatius glanced around… Blake stabbed his sword into Namatius's back… The heavy scent of blood was poured into the air.

    "You think I'm that easy to kill?" Namatius laughed. The blade shot up from his back into the air.

    "Actually seeing how cocky you are it would be something to expect…" Blake grinned. His sword landed into his hand. Blake took out a piece of paper with some inscription written upon it and mumbled something… Namatius exploded and blood was smeared all over the place…

    Then something had hit me…the scent of blood was so strong… I growled beneath my breath… The scent was so biter but so sweet like honey… I licked my lips. It smelled like heaven…

    "Destiny!? I thought I told you get away!!!!!" Blake yelled. His gaze shot up at me. "No…" He leaped and tackled me down off a tree without question.

    Without question my body reacted on it's own without my control, I bit into Blake's veins. Was it animal instinct? Why am I reacting like an animal? I growled.

    "Shhh… It'll be alright Destiny… Don't let your angel blood take over you… I promise I will never hurt you…" He kissed my forehead.

    Fighting as hard as I could, I made myself release Blake's veins.

    "That's my girl." He pulled me close and caressed my hair.

    Tears fell from my eyes. "What exactly happened? What was that guy talking about?!" I yelled. I knew me freaking out wasn't going to help anything at all so I shut myself up and looked down to catch my breath to relax. If I continued my actions sooner or later I would have a panic attack… That's something no one wants to deal with…

    "I'll explain everything to you Love." He took my face in his hands. "We have to hurry out of here though before any more disturbances happen…"

    I nodded.

    "Now get on my back and hold on tight." Blake instructed. I got on his back and wrapped my arms sort of around of neck but also holding his chest. Blake started to flit.

    Blake stopped in front of what looked like an old abandoned shack.

    "Can you walk?" Blake asked.

    "I don't know… I feel a bit dizzy after being carried around like garbage…" I mumbled.

    Blake laughed.

    "Blake where are we?" I asked.

    Blake kicked the door open and what looked like an old abandoned shack and turned into something way than expected…

    "My place", Blake grinned.

    "Oh." I looked at staircase leading 6 stories up.

    "Not really something you'd expect to find in the middle of nowhere huh?" Blake laughed triumphantly.

    "You'll explain things when we go inside?" I asked.

    "Yes, Love." Blake answered. "Can you walk any?"

    "I-I think…" I said.

    Blake set me down on my feet. I stumble and Blake catches me.

    "You're clumpy Babe." Blake laughed.

    I stick my tongue out at Blake.

    "Ooo that's mine", Blake teased.

    "What's yours?" A soprano like voice chimed in somewhere in the house.

    Blake pushes me a tad inside the house and closed the door behind him.

    "Eutharic what are you talking about? All I know that's yours is that dog dish." She laughed amusingly.

    Vanity pranced out through the entrance on my left. She wore a black corset mini dress, and black eye liner. Her skin was as white as snow and her hair was shaggy at the ends, bangs a little overlapping her eyes, and had a rich chocolate hair color. She gave me a long hard stare as her eyes lingered to my back.

    "What is she doing here!?" Vanity glared at Blake. "Don't tell me… She's not even of that proper age!!! D-did s-s-she?" Vanity stuttered.

    "Almost…" Blake looked away.

    "You know if the counsel hears any of this they'll immediately take her." Vanity scolded.

    "Actually… Namatius tried to today… I took care of him though so there's nothing to worry about right now." Blake looked back at her.

    I looked up confused at both of them.

    "Well you mine as well explain everything to her since she's here." Vanity said. She lies back down on a Black Leather couch.